so.. i know i have been gone forever. i have been computerless and internetless for awhiles.

i just ordered fios and by christmas i should have built myself a very nice new machine.

so. guess what. i promise ill be back and into the groove. well maybe not in the groove buttt. haha. nah seriouslee im excited and it will happen. i work all the time but i will make time for art cause i miss it dearly.

ive been through alot this year. seriouslee a whole damn lot. and theres really nothing that has made me happier then sitting down and going into my own.. i dunno

thanks for staying with me. miss you guys.

seasons after - cry little sister. what a badd asss songg.

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might do some art.

lovlee` lovlee`

so i did my first piece in 23.4 years. felt nice. no matter if it`s the greatest piece ever or a load of shit. it was nice.

my question is. what would you like to see next. some 3d pieces or 2d.

some oldschool abstracts.? something similar to an old piece i did.?

some feedback would be appreciated. =]]

havent done art in awhile obvioiusly.
just trying to post journals every now and then to let everyone know i am still alive.

currently still computerless.

i just cant fix my computer. i fixed the vid card, then fixed the thermal issue with some new thermal paste.

now basically my computer is stuck in OS install mode. I know how to turn this off but the problem is. there is no operation system installed.

i have vista and xp disc and my computer always shuts down during install. it used to do that due to thermal event. but i dont get that error anymore.

I was leaning toward it being a hard drive problem. I dont remember why. but at the time it fit pretty nicely. but then again. its anyones guess.
I cant keep forking out money to try and guess what the problem is. could be my motherboard or processor. i have no cluee.

not saying i have spent alot of cash. i think i spent.. a few dollars total.. lol on the thermal paste. but thats besides the point.
i dont know whats wrong. and it sucks balls. i have like ten laptops in my house. but they are just a pain in my dick.

sooo. maybe i can get some art done on a laptop once every few months. maybe. i dunno. i might do some tonight. i actually mess around every now and then. im just never satisfied.

ive grown very picky about the art i do. its hard for me to be satisfied.

meh im rambling.
thanks for reading and. sorry if i had a collab with you planned or something. i think i have a collab saved that i might continue i dont remmeber though.

bleh.

love guys.

havent been on the comp for awhile. i wanna do some art soon.

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sorry guys.. having a life is weird mann..